I am feeling so low today that I might just go and kill myself. But apparently, its not that easy to kill oneself as I have experienced myself three different times. And my dad actually knows about one of these instances. He told me about it and I was shocked that he knew!

That comes as a relief to me as well considering he knows he got a weird son. But they have been great to me. This is totally different to how I looked at it when I was a kid… love thy parents as they are why you are here and you matter a lot to them…