Cool or Uncool
I must have to say that I have been lucky to be who I am and what I have done with my life. I remember the quote from the movie ‘George of the Jungle’ when Brendan Fraser says ‘George just lucky, I guess.’ Many things could and should have gone wrong. Some did go wrong. I hate them considering I could have managed to fix them if I was smart enough at that time. But then I guess I am not smart enough still.
I just need to know what I am and what I am here for. If I am here in this world for a reason… what that reason is and how I should go about doing it. I hate the concept of keep working hard to achieve more. Their has to be a goal that has to be achieved. I had rather die than keep searching for it. Because it does not seem to exist. If Microsoft feels so threatened by Google after what it has become and what it has achieved. I am nothing at all in comparison.
I need a goal. That is it. When I have achieved it, I would look for the next one. Currently, I lack the initial one itself.